Time.

I know I posted a few months ago about the "honeymoon phase" and how I never wanted it to end.

Well, I think it's ended now.

Lol. But I guess its not a bad thing really.  Now is the time when the real relationship begins. When everything isn't all rainbows and lollipops, but the time where the dusts settles and you begin to show your true colors and if those colors mix beautifully together to create your future with one another.

I guess what I'm trying to get at is that time will always move forward.  You can't go back to change what already has been done and you can't make time stand still to hold on to a moment.  You have to just keep going forward in order to learn.

Every day is going to be hard than the one before it.  There's no sense to thinking that things just get easier from here on out.

But who knows.  After getting over that blissful stage in the relationship you could find out so much more about them.  More in dept things that really could decide your future with them.

I know this sounds maybe a tad bit crazy but, I know for a damn fact that I'm spending the rest of my life with Cameron.  There's no doubt.  I love him, like truly love him.  And I don't see myself loving any man more than I love him.

So Like any other girl out there that is in love they imagine what their future will look like.  And like all girls out there, they imagine what their other half thinks their life is going to be in the future.

And what they imagine is where the interesting part is. Lol!

But whatever the future holds for me....it's not the destination that matters...it's the journey there.