Feelings.

There are no words out there that describe how I feel.  So I'm going to take the advise of someone special.

"Don't think, just feel."

So right now I'm feeling.

Feeling lucky.
Feeling cared for.
Feeling supported.
Feeling happy.
Feeling peaceful.
Feeling loved.

And there are the other feelings that I just can't describe.

Never in a million years have I ever thought to be so lucky after all the thing I have had to go through in my life.  But I am very thankful for it as well.  Because if I have never have gone through it then I would have never been able to cherish every moment right now.  I am who I am today because of my experiences.

This past year I have loved, lost, and loved again.

So thank you to my ex.  If it wasn't for you showing me how I shouldn't be treated then I would never have been able to accept the current love I am now receiving.  Because of you I have learned that it takes both side of the couple in order for a relationship to work out.  And that I need someone with sturdy feet and a right mind to accept and love me for who I am.

Because of you I have found a love that I will cherish forever.

And thank you to my new love.  For showing me I am worth more than world.  For finding the rest of me and putting me back together.  For your sweet kisses.  Long hugs.  And beautiful words.  We have forever to be together.  And everyday with you is a wonderful and new experience.

Life has a funny way of working.  It's best not to think too hard about it.  It's better just to feel.