Get Over It.

Read something funny today. And I get the feeling that he's not over it.  And yes I Facebook stalk people.  It's dumb for a girl to say that they don't because we all fucking do that shit.  It's in our nature. Lol!

Anyways.

I think it's HILARIOUS that he says that he is aware of the fact that he knows what he did wrong...but it was wrong of me to just up and leave the way that I did. And also that we should have tried and work things out.

NEWS FLASH!

I did.  I tried for at LEAST two years.  In fact, I think I tired harder than I should have for a relationship that everyone with half a brain could tell that it was not going to work out in the end.

All those fights. Me constantly telling you that YOU needed to try harder.  And you agreeing.  And it only lasting a day until you went back to old habits.

Never wanting to hang out with my friends but forcing me to hang out with your friend. Forcing me to become something I am not.  Molding me into the person you saw fit instead of loving me for the person that I am.

Never standing up for me from your family even though that's all I ever did for you.  Made you look like a good man because I knew you had it in you but failed to own up to it.

Do not pin me as the antagonist in this anti love story.

Yes I cheated.  Yes I lied.  Yes I just up and left you to the dogs.  Took everything away from you that you ever cared about.

But think about all the shit you put me through those seven years that we were together.  All the times you lied to me.  Broken promises. The stress.  How badly you broke my heart.

You were my first love and you took that for granted. Stripped it bare and used it as your doormat.

But at least I can get over that and be happy now.  Because I did learn from all that.  Became a better person.  A much more wiser person. I now know my self worth.  I can look at you and not feel an ounce of love.  The only good thing that came out of us being together is our kids. Who are my life.  The reason why I keep going.  The reason I left you to give them a chance to grow up in a happy and loving environment. And for my son to know how a woman should be treated by a man who genuinely loves her.

So for the sake of your sanity and for the sanity of everyone around you.  Get over it.  Learn from it.  And for hell's sake move forward.

Sincerely, Your Ex.