August.

I feel like it's been a century since I've been able to blog.  Not having internet for a month is killer.  Especially since I payed for it, but didn't get to use it.  Which was super retarded.

But just to kind of catch everyone up with kind of everything that has gone down since the last time I posted....

I currently live with my boyfriend.  Which is kind of "wow.....that was quick!" but this is what happened.  House I was living at was infested with mice. Land lord totally knew about it but didn't say anything to my former roommates.  House got condemned....Didn't have anywhere to go, so I ended up moving me and my two kids into his place.

Has anything really changed...Not really.  Only because we were practically living together anyways.  I mean, if he wasn't at my place I was at his.  The only difference now is that I do his laundry and my kids actually see us together.

It's been a month now since I've moved it and it's been pretty good.  I think it really has brought us a little closer which is absolutely amazing...or my head is in the clouds and shit just seems all good. Ha!

August was one of those months that seemed like a lot of shit went down, but you really don't remember much on all of the details because only the good feelings shine through.

Like right now. All I feel is love.  I don't think I've ever loved anyone as much as I love Cameron.  Well...besides my kids, But that's a given.  Duh.  But, I don't know what it is with that guy.  He just makes me so happy....to the point where when the room is all cleaned from the party that we had last night I was dancing around the room like an idiot. Lol!

But happy is a good feeling.  And with all the stupid fucking shit that happened during August, like not having a place to live...getting cheated out on money....working my ass off....not having my kids for two weeks...burning Cameron's birthday dinner (yeah...I did that. I'm a fucking noob)....that all seems like nothing compared to all the good feelings I have right now.

Life is good.  And for once it's stable.  Well kind of.