Roses are Red,
Violets are Blue,
A Mother's love is always True.
She gave you life,
So treat her right.
Otherwise she'll give you a damn good fight.
When you piss her off,
She'll act like the cops.
And beat you until you drop.
And on this day in May,
We celebrate her by giving her flowers and candy,
And Oh GOD DO NOT FORGET HER BRANDY!
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Friday, May 11, 2012
Respawn Point.
Sometimes I wish life was like a video game.
You fuck up, but you get a second chance to do it all over again and not make the same mistake. Wouldn't that be fantastic?
I just feel as though I am at that point in life where I don't think I can get back on my feet and do what I need to do to be happy. But that's ridiculous to think that way. Every person has the ability to change their stars. Its only a matter of actually taking the time and effort to do it.
Maybe I just need a good kick in the ass for me to take that first step further. I just wish this game of mine had an easy mode instead of master difficulty.
I don't know. I keep asking myself, "What do I want?" Am I ready for the unpaved road ahead? Or am I just going to grin and bare it like I have been these past few years?
I'm told that I'm better than all of this and I need to do what is ultimatly going to make me happy.
But what is happiness for me? Who knows!
I just need to keep my head up.
You fuck up, but you get a second chance to do it all over again and not make the same mistake. Wouldn't that be fantastic?
I just feel as though I am at that point in life where I don't think I can get back on my feet and do what I need to do to be happy. But that's ridiculous to think that way. Every person has the ability to change their stars. Its only a matter of actually taking the time and effort to do it.
Maybe I just need a good kick in the ass for me to take that first step further. I just wish this game of mine had an easy mode instead of master difficulty.
I don't know. I keep asking myself, "What do I want?" Am I ready for the unpaved road ahead? Or am I just going to grin and bare it like I have been these past few years?
I'm told that I'm better than all of this and I need to do what is ultimatly going to make me happy.
But what is happiness for me? Who knows!
I just need to keep my head up.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Reasons.
There have been so many reasons why I have been such an angry person.
My job sucks.
My living situation sucks.
My inlaws suck.
But you know, one thing that doesn't suck is all my friends. Its so nice to be able to cry and not to be seen as weak and pathetic. They are all there for me, some more than others but I value them all the same.
One day I'm going to be happy. And it will be because my friends helped me through it all.
I think mostly I need a reason to wake up in the morning. I need a reason to smile everyday and not just do it out of habit. I want to be able to really smile again.
I need to love. I need to be loved. And then I can finally live.
My job sucks.
My living situation sucks.
My inlaws suck.
But you know, one thing that doesn't suck is all my friends. Its so nice to be able to cry and not to be seen as weak and pathetic. They are all there for me, some more than others but I value them all the same.
One day I'm going to be happy. And it will be because my friends helped me through it all.
I think mostly I need a reason to wake up in the morning. I need a reason to smile everyday and not just do it out of habit. I want to be able to really smile again.
I need to love. I need to be loved. And then I can finally live.
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Live to Love. Love to Live.
Live for the ones you Love.
Love like its all that you Live for.
We will all one day find the true meaning of it all. My time has not come yet. But one day I will know.
I will find a love that's worth living for. And I will only live for that love.
It's something to look forward to, I just wish it would come sooner.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Work.
I don't know why I feel the need to continuously challenge myself at work. I think I've worked myself to the bone these past few weeks. I'm so freaking tired.
On the plus side....
The money is nice and I should be getting my raise sometime this week if I did the math correctly. So there is a possibility that I got it wrong. LOL! Either way. Its nice to see that step number go up. Sucks though that in a few steps I'll be maxed out. Unless I get promoted again...And not turn it down. Ha!
Debating if I even want a promotion. But the money would be so nice. Then again....Would it really be worth all the stress on my body and my mentality?? Who knows. But someone has to make the dough...otherwise we'd get no pizza.
And bitch like her pizza!
Oh and HOPEFULLY I get that second job at Tesoro. Its across the street from home so it would be nice if I can work there part time. Then I would really be making some money. ^_^ And I know it's kind of crazy but I kind of miss working two jobs. It kept me busy and the extra cash to pay the bills would be nice.
I know, I'm crazy. But hey, if there's one thing life as taught me. People who work get the most out of life. You appreciate whatever free time you have and you learn the true meaning of the worth of a dollar.
Hopefully, I can set a good example for my kids. I'm the only role model that they have got.
On the plus side....
The money is nice and I should be getting my raise sometime this week if I did the math correctly. So there is a possibility that I got it wrong. LOL! Either way. Its nice to see that step number go up. Sucks though that in a few steps I'll be maxed out. Unless I get promoted again...And not turn it down. Ha!
Debating if I even want a promotion. But the money would be so nice. Then again....Would it really be worth all the stress on my body and my mentality?? Who knows. But someone has to make the dough...otherwise we'd get no pizza.
And bitch like her pizza!
Oh and HOPEFULLY I get that second job at Tesoro. Its across the street from home so it would be nice if I can work there part time. Then I would really be making some money. ^_^ And I know it's kind of crazy but I kind of miss working two jobs. It kept me busy and the extra cash to pay the bills would be nice.
I know, I'm crazy. But hey, if there's one thing life as taught me. People who work get the most out of life. You appreciate whatever free time you have and you learn the true meaning of the worth of a dollar.
Hopefully, I can set a good example for my kids. I'm the only role model that they have got.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Priorities
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| Too bad Monopoly doesn't teach people how to manage money. =P |
Funny what people think what is more important than other things.
Examples.
Filling up the gas tank.
or
Paying the cell phone bill.
Paying the light bill.
or
Buying a new purse.
Getting your daughter's nails done.
or
Paying your car insurance.
Well, I know whats more important. Do you? Most people do, however, I don't think my in laws do.
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