Sometimes I wish life was like a video game.
You fuck up, but you get a second chance to do it all over again and not make the same mistake. Wouldn't that be fantastic?
I just feel as though I am at that point in life where I don't think I can get back on my feet and do what I need to do to be happy. But that's ridiculous to think that way. Every person has the ability to change their stars. Its only a matter of actually taking the time and effort to do it.
Maybe I just need a good kick in the ass for me to take that first step further. I just wish this game of mine had an easy mode instead of master difficulty.
I don't know. I keep asking myself, "What do I want?" Am I ready for the unpaved road ahead? Or am I just going to grin and bare it like I have been these past few years?
I'm told that I'm better than all of this and I need to do what is ultimatly going to make me happy.
But what is happiness for me? Who knows!
I just need to keep my head up.
You fuck up, but you get a second chance to do it all over again and not make the same mistake. Wouldn't that be fantastic?
I just feel as though I am at that point in life where I don't think I can get back on my feet and do what I need to do to be happy. But that's ridiculous to think that way. Every person has the ability to change their stars. Its only a matter of actually taking the time and effort to do it.
Maybe I just need a good kick in the ass for me to take that first step further. I just wish this game of mine had an easy mode instead of master difficulty.
I don't know. I keep asking myself, "What do I want?" Am I ready for the unpaved road ahead? Or am I just going to grin and bare it like I have been these past few years?
I'm told that I'm better than all of this and I need to do what is ultimatly going to make me happy.
But what is happiness for me? Who knows!
I just need to keep my head up.
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