Clean Slate.

I think it is funny how everyone thinks I am the hostile one when it came the the break up between me and the ex.  Okay, so maybe not everyone but there are a few out there. Anyways...in truth, I am only hostile because he's the idiot that likes to run his mouth in front of the children.

In short.  He said some really fucked up shit and my boy reported it back to me.  Poor child had no idea that what was said was going to make me very upset.  I actually had to just go outside and calm down because I was so angry.  

What he said you ask?? Something along the lines of .....

"If Stephanie needs money, she should just ask her boyfriend."

Okay....First off.  The only reason I ever ask your sorry ass for any help is well because I have the kids full time you jackass. I'm pretty sure they eat....and need new clothes...and fuck...they're kids. Kids cost money.  I'm sorry.  If you didn't want this responsibility then maybe you should have learned to pull out!

Second.  It is not the responsibility of my boyfriend to take care of your kids.  But you know what, flat out, he is a much better father than you will ever be.  Period.

............  (-_-)*

I have a lot of pent up anger on this subject.  It just makes me very angry because you don't say that kind of stuff to or around you child.  They are already having a hard enough time with this change without you being a complete ass about things.  So why don't you just shut it and fucking get over it and be a fucking role model to your son.  

But you know what.  That was the final straw.  Memories of whatever happy times we had together is gone.  I was going to keep those things because I thought it would be nice for the kids when they got older....but you know.  Why hold on to a lie?  

Time to clean my fucking slate of you...for good this time.