There have been so many things that could give me a reason to just give up, crawl under the covers, and forget about life. I think maybe two or three months ago I probably would have. But I find it very hard to be upset about anything for too long.....with a few exceptions of course.
But I think what I am getting at is that I feel so happy now. It's kind of an odd feeling after feeling so sad and angry for so long that happiness is like a strange new drug and I'm just barely getting used to it's side effects.
I feel like I'm constantly on air. Always a smile, always a laugh. And its a pretty damn good feeling.
All I know is that I really like this Stephanie that has decided to come out and play. All those other Stephanie can just stay dormant. No one wants to deal with them. Ha!
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