Two Wrongs and a Right.

Coaster From HELL!!!

It really feels like my life has been through the WORST roller coaster ride in just one week.  Maybe it's because of the rain is the reason why I feel so depressed. Or maybe it's because I know there is no way in hell I'm going to get through all of this and I just mind as well pull the trigger and get it over with.

But if I did that then you guys wouldn't have this stupid little blog to read when you have nothing better to do with you time.

First Wrong.

Monday night, which if you read my earlier blog my van broke down.  It was a shitty van to begin with but it still got me to and from work.  Well....Its gone for good.  And most of the current problems is because Chris is an idiot who thinks he can fix stuff.

News Flash! No your not.  So shut up.

I mean there was plenty of people that were willing to help with fixing up the van, but nope.  Like every man out there he had to be stubborn and try and fix it up himself.  And look where it got us.  No where with no car.  So I get to walk everywhere and ride the bus everywhere.  Yay me. I get to suffer because of that dumbass.

Second Wrong.

No internet.  Mild, but still. I live on the internet.  I do everything on it! And having to resort to using our phone to get the internet is pathetic! Considering that I feel like I'm running on dial up.  Yeah...and when I see the loading circle thing on my cursor all I can hear is the noise that dial up makes.

Yeah you 90s kids know what I'm talking about. Haunts me in my sleep.

I don't get it.  How can you not pay the damn bill on time?  Internet is a NECESSITY! At least for me it is.  That's because I'm spoiled. BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT!!!

One Right.

Heard from the grape vine that I could be getting a promotion to be the Manager in Training.  The catch. Move to Arizona.   Its good, but like a morbid person as myself I would find it a very difficult situation.

There are so many reasons why I want to go, but there are as many reasons to stay.

Sometimes I don't know what I really am holding on to when it comes to Utah.

But if I decline the offer (if I even get the offer to begin with) I will have a chance of getting to become a manager in two years tops.  And I get to stay in Utah.  So I guess, either way, whatever path I choose to take (at least with my job) I will be moving up.  Which is nice.

One thing is for sure. I can defiantly handle my professional life better than my personal.  Which is really sad.