Ever get a text message from someone and the instant you see the name flash on your phone you can actually feel the heat rising on your face and notice how hard your heart is pumping?
Yeah that was me today.
Finally when I start to just let it all go and come to peace with things. I get a text.
......Fucking bastard.
But what can you do? Shit happens and people just decide that they want you in their life. I don't feel special. Mostly, I just want to know what the hell is going on in their head. Then again......LOL!
But you know. I do miss the conversations we had in the past. It was mostly just stupid random shit that meant nothing. But it was still nice. A conversation is a conversation. And I am a really talkative person. I need social interaction. Even if its via text message or facebook.
Now the real question is, do I let them back into my thoughts and my heart. Or should I just go along with this stupid game because its just going to end up like before.
I over think too much. I should just go with the flow.
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