Its been a week since I've been gone. "Single" basically. Which it has been really nice. I need this time right now to love me for who I am and not try to change myself for whoever I am with. I don't plan on being with someone for a very long time. I don't need that kind of stress.
And there's that fact that I work way to much and I had two kids. So I really do not have time to play the field. Nor do I really want to. Dating is a game that I really have NO experience. And I'm not really sure if I want to. But I'm told that its something that I should try.
Words from a wise friend. "Just fuck everyone."
Yeah....I don't think so. Maybe if I was LOOKING to contract some kind of STI. >_<
But what I really want to do is just spend this time to get to know myself. It sounds really stupid but I don't know who I am. I've spent so much time trying to be someone else that I have just lost what makes me, me.
I wasn't really fair to myself and now I want to make that time for me. Some people may call it being selfish, but I think it is going to be one of the best experiences that I can ever live.
So lets all be prepared for a new era. New beginnings for me. Are you ready for some major ups and downs and complete turn arounds??
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